Rant.

Wow I can’t fucking deal with anything anymore without turning into a slime ball of sadness and disgust. 

I guess people really just like making me feel like shit. It’s like, one thing happens, then I fucking sit and brood about it and think of other things, and now I feel completely forgotten and left.

I wish I could find someone who wants to talk to me? I mean, I know no one wants to sit with me at 3 a.m. to talk about how depressed I am every night but once and a while would be nice. 

And I want someone to come into my life and not fucking leave. EVERYONE leaves. I’m really sick of having so much change with friendships. I want people to just fucking stay with me. Is that too much to fucking ask? Or am I really that fucking unbearable? 

Fuck, my whole fucking body hurts and I’m in physical pain over all this stress. It’s so fucking painful I’m in tears. It’s never fucking ending and I’m sick of it.